A Glance Into The Mirror

19th on 19th =D

2009-09-20T21:38:00.004+08:00

Quick post(and its not even mine =D). Adapted from nick's blog.

Cheers and thanks a bunch people! =D

Melody’s BBQ Party

OUTINGS — BY NICHOLAS ON SEPTEMBER 20, 2009 AT 3:47 PM

11 young and vibrant youths decided to have a BBQ party to let off some steam from our daily hectic ACCA studies, especially after progress test 2 and before the mock exams come knocking. Having planned this the whole week, we were finally able to realise our plans with Melody becoming our host for the party!

Ding Yan, Ying Wei and I headed off to Tesco Puchong to shop for ingredients on Friday afternoon, which were mainly chicken wings and non-halal items. Haha! We then headed back to Ding’s house to help marinate the chicken.

What do you get when you add a whole bottle of BBQ sauce, olive oil, spices, pepper, garlic and a bottle of HEINEKEN? The answer – epically g00t stuffs! *two thumbs up!*

Our jewel for the night!

Ying Wei picked both Lydia and I up on Saturday evening, and off we went to Melody’s place at Sungai Besi. She stays at the Petaling Indah Condominiums. Well it was raining pretty heavily, and it showed no signs of rain stopping, so it was a quite the worrying initially. Thank God the rain decided to slow down after we reached Mel’s place.

The rest were there shortly after we arrived. The guys helped to set up the BBQ pit while the girls got on with their recipes in the kitchen.

Lydia was preparing her “Lydia’s Special” with Eliza, Sue and Melody helping her out, in which she described that will savour our taste buds! Well of course it did, it was great and I’m sure everyone would agree. Haha!

Surprised as to what she got installed for us?

It’s a 100% Pork affair – Bacon + Jumbo sausage + Prunes!

The salad was great too! Not forgetting the banana dessert, which she jointly made with Melody!

I was helping Ding Yan the whole time with the bbq-ing of the chicken wings. Skewering the chickens and making our own chicken satays. Guess it wouldn’t hurt to have some male bonding session along the way. XD

Half the time, I wasn’t aware what the others were doing. Haha! I know they were busy eating, as everytime I turned my head, everyone seemed to be munching on something. LOL!

Ding Yan, our main BBQ chef for the night!

Lydia on the other hand, after finishing her work in the kitchen, she proceeded on to entertain us with her uber piano skills. Creating several solemn and cheerio atmosphere, I almost felt like emo-ing a couple of times HAHA! The piano educated wasn’t limited to her alone, both Ying Wei and Melody took an attempt at the piano too. =D

Say hello to Lydia!

The highlight of the night wasn’t the BBQ actually, it was suppose to act as a cover for Ding Yan and Ying Wei’s surprise birthday party.

Proceeded on with the plan, I signalled the girls to get the cake to the back of the room while some of us distracted Ding Yan and Ying Wei. Suddenly the lights went off, and the girls appeared with the birthday cake singing along the ‘Happy Birthday’ song.

Though our surprise failed in the sense that, the candles went off thanks to the wind in the process of our ’surprising’ LOL! and we had to light the candle again with Ying Wei and Ding Yan stoning in the middle of the room.

At least I think they are surprised =D not sure about Ding Yan, but Ying Wei had no idea the cake was for him too. So yea. =)

Melody, and the two birthday boys, Ding Yan and Ying Wei.

The cake was entirely done by Lydia herself, if you’re wondering.

Lydia’s Special II – Cheese Cake!

After done stuffing ourselves, everyone helped to clean up. Some washed the plates and cleared the food, while those of us who were helping out earlier with the BBQ, got to rest a bit.

It was an awesome night altogether, I don’t know about everyone else, but I personally had fun. =) To think I only joined this bunch at the beginning of August, I already felt like I’m part of the family.

Special thanks once again to Melody for being a great host, and also to Lydia for the amazing food! If God willing, we shall do something like this again.

We ended the night with a few group pictures of course!

Thank God for wonderful friends!

What's right isn't always what you want and what you don't want isn't always wrong..

2009-09-16T00:28:00.001+08:00

I gotta feeling!

2009-09-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

You know, this song is actually so annoying that it'll stick to your head until you fall in love with it.

Enjoy the flash mob!. Maybe we'll do it someday too.

Any plans? =D

Torn

2009-09-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, it just sucks to be the one deciding. From the outside it might seem so nice and glamourous but once you're the one actually doing it. Its not that great after all. It really sucks.

Darn. How can i stop to try to please everyone when i very well know i can't? When can i learn to have more faith in my friends?

Ouch!!

2009-09-09T20:32:00.005+08:00

Seeing is believing and we're seeing price drops across each and every iPod touch on Apple's on-line store front. The 8GB model is now $189 (was $229), the 16GB model is $249 (was $299), and the 32GB model is just $279 (was $399). Now what could Apple be making room for?

Update: And now the nano and classic have fallen under the axe. The classic has been cut to $229 (was $249) while the nano now starts at $129 (was $149) for the 8GB model or just $149 (down from $199) for the 16GB nano.

Adapted from: http://www.engadget.com/2009/09/09/ipod-touch-prices-dramatically-slashed/

OUCH!

Yeah thats exactly how it feels like to be me now, after seeing your touch's price dropping

miserably from what RM 1629 to RM 1200 (approx)?

Hmm... guess that's the price to pay for getting an Apple product huh? =(

Lets just see whats in store for us in the 3rd gen!

Cheers! (back to reconstructing my blog =D)

Ding!

=(

2009-07-27T20:48:00.004+08:00

Well the first test of the so called 'final' level begins next week! and as usual, like a hero i'm not ready.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i just let everything go? i wanna be free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

who's up for backpacking next july???!!! or june???!!! :p

Shift of Change?

2009-06-24T21:21:00.001+08:00

I am sorry!

I know that it might be kind of worthless but it was only today I really understand the mistakes I have made repeatedly throughout the year. Only today have I realized what an arse I can be sometimes. Only now I know what I have to do to make things right.

Having been busy with both my course and council activities, I barely have time for myself. Well I have also mismanaged my time and there’re no excuses for it, no doubt. But more than that, it was made known to me what I shouldn’t have done all along.

I have always said and insisted that other people’s impression of you doesn’t matter. True it doesn’t but when you yourself are beginning to have doubts about it. It is time to change. Well for me, I still hope that it isn’t too late. Or is it?

I was told time and time again that I have been childish. Well, just like a child, I refused to believe them and go on with my ways. Coming to think of it, it has been true all along that I am too naïve and yeah, stupid. The way I talk and how I bring myself sometimes even disgust me when I reflect back. Undoubtedly, there are times to let go and all, but I seem to be doing all of it at the wrong time! Up till today, I still need to be reminded of when to be serious and when to play!

Well, all I hope is that I can and will change for the better. Therefore I still need all of your help. Do remind me about what a fool I was before this and advice me on how to change. I really need that people! For those that have done so. Thanks a lot! I will always try to remember them and you of course for all of the help you all have given me. You know who you are =)

Losing focus?

2009-02-26T12:28:00.002+08:00

‘Fine! I’ll do that soon,’ seems to be coming out of my mouth extremely often. True, it’ll eventually be done but always not at the right time. It’s kind of frustrating when everything seems to be done only at the last minute. It’s not that I cannot bear to be the last or whatever you may think but this is just not me! (Alright, maybe too my ego has overtaken me..)

Somehow, the last two semesters isn’t like that it used to be. The fire in me was raging when I came into the college. Always wanting to be the best and never willing to lose an ounce of knowledge. Once I have even tore my answer sheet when I couldn’t find a solution to the problem. I would have been so frustrated if I couldn’t find the answer to any problems, be it a difficult one or the contrary. Everything seems to be so long ago now. And, as time goes by, the burning flame seemed to have lost its fuel. There’s still an aim, but there’s no more an urge nor a desire to perform. The passion of being curious is just….lost? As sad as it may seem, I have to admit that I am living up to being a Malaysian and couldn’t care about anything else. Have i been in my comfort zone for too long and got cocky? Assuming that everything will turn out to be fine?.. and yes. What I’m saying here is conflicting with my last article but this is just the case.

Procrastination is a deadly disease. It gets you addicted once you start doing it. The renowned Victor Lee (as he insists that his name should be here, =P) said that, ‘procrastinating is like masturbation at the beginning it feels great, but at the end of the day you are just f***ing yourself.’ As crude as it may seem it is true. And after that you’ll feel so crappy that you don’t know where or what to start with. Just like now, I’m bored although I have tons of work to be done. And when something gets undone or gone astray, we’ll tend to blame anything or anyone but ourselves. We’ll then indulge ourselves in self-pity and waste more time instead. When you come to think of it, you’re actually being an arse but that’s exactly what’ll happen…

I’m sure many of us out there are like that. Maybe I just need a break from everything? Or is it just another excuse? sigh. Help?

--ding--

Something out of nowhere?

2009-02-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

It seems kind of weird that I’m finally returning to this page. Despite all my promises I have indeed neglected it for a long time. Those empty promises have indeed irritated some quarters and I’m sorry for that. Maybe blogging just isn’t my cup of tea. Or maybe I’ve been worried about the perception I would have gotten if my comments are published to the whole world. Whatever it seems to be, the fact that the excuse that I have always been giving; ‘I have nothing to say’ is not anything like my personality. (At least according to my good friend = ) )

Anyways here I am trying to bore you again. However so, there is something that really seems to bug me. It always seems that we Malaysians would never learn from anything. We would always fall first and claim that we have learnt our lessons, yet nothing ever changes. We will (and hopefully not forever) have the ‘tidak apa’ attitude and never seem to be able to accept anything comments or criticisms from anyone.

This is happening so rampantly that we ourselves don’t even notice nor bother about it anymore. When talking to others for instance, it always seem to disgust me that when someone(may it be me or anyone else) tries to correct another on his/her pronunciation, they would not only be not bothered to correct themselves but would even say, ‘come on, we’re Malaysians, it is ok to pronounce wrongly.’ I’m sorry to say this but it is NOT! What is going on with us??!!! It is because of this bloody attitude that we’re still stuck in the shithole we’re in. So what if others talk and act like this? Must we then idolize the wrongdoers and stood down to their levels as well? Wake up people! It may not seem to be a big thing but it is because of this that people perceive us as what we are; a country with first world facilities but third world mentalities. Is there even anything to be proud of?

Over the years, we have always been comparing ourselves with Indonesia, Vietnam, Cambodia and etc… which are all way behind us! Why can’t we look in front of us for once and compare with the better countries? Japan for instance got bombarded by the United States on 1945. Fine it was 12 years before we were free from colonialism, yet look at us today? Do you really think that we’re just 12 years behind Japan? Bullshit. Even a 10 year old kid could tell you the difference. And they had to start from scratch, for goodness sake! We at least got the reins from the British. True it isn’t much, but it was something at least. Worst still, we have had endless resources at that time; rubber, oil palm, gold, petroleum even. And what have they got? A cluster of volcanic mountains that ‘menstruates’ (if I may use this term) every couple of decades and of course with an add on bonus of a shaky grounds! So now, what have we got to complain about? Alright fine, some ignorant people may still argue that their people have naturally been smart and hardworking for they have overtaken the US even, at least in a couple of sectors. Look at Singapore then! It is just a tiny island that’s could not even be seen on the map, and yet the tiny little speck has a much stronger economy. It is so well known that its currency (and not ours is recognized) all round the world! This means that people round the world actually have more faith in their country! Just go to any money changers around the world and be rest assured that your SG dollars and not Malaysian RINGGIT are the ones that is tradable. Again the question arises, why is this so? Well, they again have nothing but trade and yet, they have proven time and time again to be more successful than us. Who have we got to blame now?

This sickening attitude has just got to stop! Over the years it seems that although we are apparently moving forward, our mental ability has indeed shrunken! I bet that our ex pre-independence leaders would actually be so disappointed about what’s happening to our country that they are actually turning in their graves. Whatever said above is just the tip of the iceberg. I’m not saying that I’m perfect but at the very least I am aware of this and trying to change for the better. Wake up people or before you know it, your presence will turn out be insignificant and would be perceived even as to be a waste of space!

--ding--

Revival

2008-10-06T20:24:00.002+08:00

Well i'm been under some peer pressure to revive my online diary that's so far consists only of craps! It seems that my blog has been left empty my entire birthday month. Maybe some pictures will be up soon when I get too bored of law.

Anyways i wonder why i am here right now while i am supposed to be pouring my so called full concentration on my books right now. (and worst still i'm going out later -.- ) Alright, ta for now =D Who knows for those of you that read this boring page, there'll be some stuffs up later =D

Cheers!

Hermes...

2008-08-26T18:45:00.006+08:00

Well being the messenger God, i'm just taking over His job and passing a message.

A friend of mine is doing her moral project and is seeking some donations. If any of you are interested in purchasing these items or just wanna donate some cash, just contact me =) thanks folks. Alright here goes,

Hey guys,

I’m doing a fund raising project for my moral studies project in conjunction with Humans Rights week in Sunway University College. Besides collecting donations, I’m also selling some stuff. All proceeds will go to charity so I don’t earn anything. All things sold are below market price. All the funds raised will go to WAO(Women’s Aid organization) or CREST(refugees and cyclone victims). I highly recommend that you guys buy the chair with cooler bag because it’s very useful when we go for Frisbee competitions. I bought one too! I’ll be coming to training today so whoever is interested please bring some money. Thanks very much and have a nice day! =)

Chair, RM 30

Side view
Front view

with an advanced cooler bag :D

Thermos Flask, RM40Pouch, RM1

A Mug, RM 3

Another Mug, same price =D

Bowl, also 3 bucks

And lastly an alarm clock, RM 1 each

Well, I'm off to study for my progress test now! Law tomorrow... I badly need luck now.(if it does help)... Ciaoz

Malaysian Student Leaders Summit 2008 (msls 08)

2008-08-05T00:06:00.010+08:00

Awkwardly, i have never expected to attend this seminar in the beginning(I was actually registered by my sister -.- ) Anyways when i got the confirmation letter i got quite excited, and true enough i ended up there.

AUSMAT's talent night was held the night before and naturally, me being a busybody stayed back and went for it. At last i came back only at 1 am and was forced to wake up at 530 am to get to the summit.

Honestly i have never attended this kind of really formal seminars before and i thought i looked quite weird in a blazer. -.- (and apparently i did) Worse still i was ALONE =( There wasn't anyone that i knew were there...Haha

Well, i arrived early last Saturday, so i turned 'sua ku' and took a couple of pictures.

Nikko Hotel

The walkway

The hall

And apparently i look as though i am 20 years old!!! (some even mentioned 23 =.=)

The hall was fitted to fit about 500 of us and we were like ants there. All fully formal and stuffed into the same place. And gosh! There were so so so many brains there! Lots of them were studying overseas in renowned unis like Oxford, Cambridge, Warwick and such. I seriously felt so small compared to them when announcing i was from Sunway... :D

Anyway the way these students talked really opened my eyes. Haha. i was really dumbfounded by the way they spoke. The issues they brought up were quite alien to me. Just realized how much inferior i was compared to them, in both language and knowledge.

Pak Lah is somewhere in front i guess.... PS: his speech was the 'best' as he'd 'so happen' forgotten bout it...
And he was grilled too !!

On the whole the event was awesome. Food was ok, since its free, so i guess its justifiable. (Accountants..... LOL ) Met a couple of new friends all dispersed round the world too and it was just great. Haha. I feel really like a new person after the event... although this may sound dramatic but i just dunno how else to put it.

Try looking for me :P ! Hint: my eyes were closed.....

Anyways that's all for now. Need my beauty sleep. And really lagging behind in my homework..ish! And lastly, some crap!

Take care and cheers people!

PS: We really got to start doing something and be united before someone elses start sodomising us again.. (Tahun Meliwat? :D)

written out of total randomness

2008-07-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

As usual i have been neglecting my blog and there were even apparently cobwebs all round it. So glad to say i am back... maybe for a short period maybe long, who knows?

Classes started like 3 weeks back and i'm badly in need of help now. Its not that i'm busy with classes and all(in fact i'm quite free :D ) It is just that there is nothing to push me through...

Hmm well with a total of 3 subjects this sem, it all seems quite ok.. but already law is killing me. The classes are not bad but once the textbook is opened, you'll be sleeping after 2 lines. =.= even so, in just 3 weeks i am SUPPOSED to have covered 50 pages of the text book with maybe a trillion case laws and a gazillion sections.(Have I? Well... only someone up there knows the answer :D)

Costing seems fine but alas... I am targeted (I wonder why...?) I haven't even touched the textbook so i cannot comment anything bout it yet... the textbook looks cartoonic(if there is such a word) and cheap though...so it isnt my fault :D !! Typical Sunway...

Tax is great only on the surface =D. Seems to really have lost touch of it even with only 3 weeks into classes. T9 seems to be so straight forward now. Haha. Lots of laws as usual. Maybe a couple of million of sections; but i guess i can take it(so far)

The only thing that seems to be interesing now is frisbee. With a competition tomorrow, and just after a buffet dinner, i'm just hoping that i don't vommit tomorrow. (finger's crossed =P) Well, someone up there has always been looking after me. He'll be there tomorrow :D.

A few good quotes i have heard recently:

~ Sometimes the truth isn't just enough. People deserve more than the truth. They deserve to have their faith rewarded...

~ There is no defeat in death; victory comes into vending what we know is right while we still live..

Sounds familiar? :D

Anyways just a shout out to everyone everywhere: All the best and take care =)

Ciaoz!!!

EXAM TIPS!!!

2008-05-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

I found this on the net (apparently given by BPP)

The examiners deliberately try to avoid question spotting. Use the tips as areas to have a good look at, but remember that no-one knows what’s in the exam except the examiner. Your safest bet is to achieve good syllabus coverage in your revision, as the examiner aims to do in the exam.

CAT5 BPP Tips:

* Business and accounting environment
* Internal controls and MIS
* Motivation, leadership/teams
* Personal planning and communication
* Health and Safety at work, and security

CAT 5 Health Check
If you can answer the following questions positively then you will be well placed for the exam.

Can you explain the political, economic, social and technological issues affecting a business and who the different stakeholders are in the business?

Do you know how an organisation is structured , the systems and procedures that are likely to be in place and how the accounting department co-ordinates with other functional areas?

Do you know the difference between internal and external auditors and what the management should do with respect to internal control?

Do you know the control procedures that there are in an accounting system, the main ways to prevent fraud and how management information systems help?

Can you describe the work of the main theorists concerning authority, responsibility, leadership and management, including the weaknesses?

Can you distinguish between a group and a team and know what makes them tick or not tick, including the key theories of motivation?

Do you know the main ways to improve individual effectiveness at work, including interpersonal skills and communication?

Can you describe how to make sure that training is effective, how the process of learning should occur in the workplace and then how workers should be assessed and appraised?

Can you outline the main provisions of relevant legislation on Health and Safety, what sources of danger there are in the workplace and how to prevent this danger?

Cab you describe possible sources of security breach in a workplace and how to prevent them?

CAT7 BPP Tips:
Following are the important Topics for this attempt.

* Principles of cost accounting/collecting and analysing cost information
* Variance analysis
* Forecasting/time series
* Decision making scenario/cost management/performance indicators

CAT 7 Health Check
If you can answer the following questions positively then you will be well placed for the exam.

Do you know about the role of a management accountant in detail, the limitations of management accounting information and how to collect, maintain and improve the information?

Do you know how to analyse and present information, including the use of index numbers?

Can you explain the budgetary process, including functional and departmental budgets, and how this ties into the planning and control cycle within an organisation?

Can you prepare master budgets and all the component parts of them, including the use of time series and scatter diagrams?

Can you calculate variances that arise from a flexible budgeting system, both in terms of physical units as well as pounds?

Can you explain why variances arise, how they are inter-linked and what action to take in response to a variance?

Can you work out suitable performance measures for an organisation (including job, batch, contract, service and process costing environments) and discuss the problems with selecting and monitoring the measures?

Do you know the different types of cost behaviour and apply these to different decision-making situations?

Can you prepare and explain break-even charts and profit-volume charts and then describe the advantages and disadvantages of using the analysis produced?

Do you know modern management theories including Life Cycle, Target, Activity Based costing and Total Quality Mangement?

CAT8 BPP Tips:
Following are the important Topics for this attempt.

* Regulatory framework/third parties
* Audit of balance sheet items/testing
* Accounting systems/control cycles
* Audit completion – analytical review/report qualifications

CAT 8i Health Check

If you can answer the following questions positively then you will be well placed for the exam.

Can you describe the chronology of an audit and explain the various parts of the audit in detail, including where the regulatory framework has an impact?

Can you describe the statutory powers and duties of auditors and how they are required to behave ethically?

Can you explain the different types of audit risk and how these affect the work that is needed on an audit?

Do you know the different types of controls that are likely to exist in a company and how to design tests that fit into the controls that are available, and how to design tests if controls are not available in the company?

Do you know how CAATs are used for control/compliance or substantive testing purposes?

Do you know why audit sampling is relevant to the auditor, can explain terms such as confidence intervals and outline various types of sampling with their advantages and limitations?

Can you explain the procedures involved with auditing all major balance sheet categories?

Do you know the function of review procedures in an audit, including analytical review, post balance sheet events, contingencies, opening balances, letters of representation and management letters?

Can you describe the purpose, significance and content of an audit report?

Do you understand auditor’s liability and responsibility?

Thats all folks =) Happy Studying for exams and best of luck. WE ARE GETTING OUT OF CAT THIS TERM!! Cheers ! Take care too people.

An "Amazing/Extraordinary/Superb" idea.

2008-05-25T01:33:00.005+08:00

Ok what i need now is not lots of luck. I desperately need someone to slice my brain open, and insert a hard drive...err wait i think a M2 memory stick will be enough. It MUST be filled with audit, tax and costing notes. The surgeon would then insert a card reader together with it into my brain and connect it to my nervous system so i can write everything and anything i need during the exam without me realizing. I don't even need to understand.

IF ANYONE OUT THERE IS READING AND KNOWS HOW TO DO SO, THIS PLEASE CONTACT ME!!

right, i'm waffling again. I NEED TO STOP CRAPPING!!! CRAP

Exams

2008-05-25T00:42:00.002+08:00

Well, i just came back from indiana jones and am too lazy to study (as usual)*smirking*. Papers round the corner and i am just baffled by how fast time actually flies. The day which i just entered college is still fresh in my mind..and now i'm left with what? 216 hours before my CAT exams? duh... Anyways i'm taking my exams in M'cca so i guess that next week will be my last week in college this semester. Feels kind of weird though.. At one time you are going to college everyday whether a not there're classes and now you're leaving it for 1 month. Well it isn't long, i know but it feels different though.

Anyways enough bout those, if i look back into what actually happen these past few weeks of my life, it seems kind of pathetic.. each day i'll wake up, eat, study, eat, plant myself in front of the pc and sleep. Goodness me, i seem to really have no life... Haha luckily i studied in coll or there would have been moss growing round me right now...

Exams soon once again and i am once again forcing myself to plant myself in front of books reading dull stuff which can put you to sleep in 3 seconds. Audit is for one the best example. You don't really get what you're reading and waffle all your way though the tests and when you see the answers it just seems to be common sense. Well the only logical conclusion now is that i guess i have no sense at all during tests and lets pray that doesn't happen next week or the week after.

Saw this equation years ago and guess that its has some truth in it. XD

study = no fail ------ 1
no study = fail ------ 2

1 + 2,

study + no study = fail + no fail

so,

study (1 + no) = fail (1 + no)

that means,

study = fail .... =P

Well frankly i don't really know whats my purpose posting this today and now. I'm just too random i guess. Cheers people. And before i forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUYING!!!

PS : Good luck to everyone this exam and make sure we bloody get out of CAT this round. This sem was great(except the studies of course) Hakuna Matata people!!!

Torn

2008-05-08T22:36:00.001+08:00

WOW!! Saw this video on youtube. Guess i'll share it with you guys. Awesome. Thanks Li Xing.
Cheers =)

AUDIT!!!

2008-05-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hey just wanna pen this link down for you guys =)

For those that want the KAPLAN passcards, click HERE!.

PS: Click on the "Save file to your PC: click here" at the bottom part of the page.

Cheers

Thoughts and ponders

2008-05-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

Well got to do some thinking and just noticed that people(including myself) are not as easy going or jolly as it seems... There will surely be times, let it be any relationships where conflicts (or at least the slightest bit of anger/the irritated feeling) will definitely occur. And that's when everything gets shitty. No one can be blamed. Be it anyone's fault. The worst part is that to you it'll never seem the same again. Old memories are bound to bounce back whether a not you want it...

Even after apologising and the 2 parties stating that they have let go, there is still a part of them not doing so. Something is always bugging inside and you'll tend to be wary of the person. You'll then tend to be paranoid and it won't be as usual anymore. You just can't help it! Well is it worth it? No of course not... but trying to let go is not such an easy matter too. In front of others, you pretend you have but you have yourself to answer to in the end. Why? Well the only reason i can put it is that there's still some part in me that still care and fear of the incident. I guess that the best solution is to just let time heal all the hauntings of the past...

There's a saying, "Sometimes people do terrible things but that doesn't mean they are terrible people." I know that...but it is not that easy to apply as well.

PS: Just felt like penning this down. Don't exactly get to know the reason. Maybe its just me?

Random

2008-05-01T12:24:00.005+08:00

Well one week has gone by and I'm in malacca. Audit book's beside me and not even giving a glance to it...(as usual)

Frisbee competition is on now in UM and i guess they won 2 games d? =) Congrats people.

Hmm just thought of some random quotes when i was emo-ing. Too bored i guess..

Here goes..

"The day i stop thinking of you is the day my soul is ripped apart and ceases to exist"

"The definition of true love is the unification of 2 souls till eternity"

"Life? A journey till death?"

"Hatred will only exist when there's love...even without hatred there won't be love"

"People are always offended with the smallest things in life"

"A small gesture will put a priceless smile on those needing it"

OK... All of these are RANDOM... and there's nothing or no one related to it..
Cheers!

...

2008-04-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

I AM LIKE SO DEAD NOW...!!!! have lots of past years left but dont have the mood to continue!!! ah ya... another err 14 hours more?? I NEED TO SCREAM!!!!

HELP!!!

2008-04-20T17:02:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

just need a place to let go.!!!! i'm desperate!!!! wanna burn all my books!!!!! HELP!!!! kodok..

Friends =)

2008-04-13T23:55:00.005+08:00

Saw this few poems a long time ago and felt that it was really nice. Just wanna make a shout out to all.

The first one :

It seems like we've known

each other forever...

I can't imagine life without you

You've always been there

to support me

whether i needed you

to cheer me up

or hold me up.

We've spent endless hours

engaged in conversation

about "nothing" and "everything"

I wouldn't trade those times

for anything in the world

Together we've hurt, we've smiled -

we've grown.

We've figured out,

the secrets to life

or tried to at least.

Your friendship

means so much to me...

...and I hope I can always

be there for you

the way you've always

been for me. =)

Tracy Donovan

The second one :

How can I describe

the kind of friend you are?

It's really hard to know where to start

because you are the friend to me

in so many different ways.

You're the friend

who can tell when I'm not fine,

if i say i am, the one who draws me out,

not to pry,

but because you really care,

about what i'm feeling.

You're the friend

who won't hesitate

to do something goofy

just for the sheer pleasure

of cracking me up.

You're the friend

who remembers things I've said,

the one who knows what i worry about,

and the one i trust

with my most precious secret

You're worth more

than a thousand

"mere acquaintances"

because this advanture

called "life"

wouldn't be half as fun

if I couldn't share it

with you...

Linda Lee Elrod

Cheers and good night. Take care. Thanks for all the colours in my life. =)

Just To Chip In.. =)

2008-04-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

Saw a nice video back home

Yeah people i'm so sorry... haha updates will be soon. =) need to change my layout and add links also. Bleuk
In mcca now ciaoz =) Take care people

Some much needed rest!

2008-03-24T21:09:00.004+08:00

Hey, i've been really absent lately i guess :D After 3 whole weeks of boredom and running around i can finally get some rest. Last week was in fact the worst with all the progress tests(PT) going on... sigh.. anyways had some really great news and it was all worth it.

Well despite my so-called tight schedule, my parents came up just before PT and i wasted like 3 days? :P only started studying on Sunday. the journey would actually only take bout 30-45 mins from here to sungai buloh, but because of my "expertise" in navigation, i took about 1 hour plus just because i missed 2 turnings. kodok !! (never wanna travel through penchala link again) i think that's the name though.. XD

Just wanna post some pics of my cousin and her bunny *lill blur though* (sounds familiar? :P guess who.... )

She's like only 5 and speaks better english than me when i was 10 :D

Cute eh ?

Her bunny !!

Well didnt really take a lot of pics and was browing so there will be some useless waste of virtual memory here. Bleuk (some tell me its bluek... same?)

Frisbees anyone? (sunway field every tuesday :P)

And i found some 3 interesting badges :D

Haha thats the end for now.. Till next time folks :D Cheers

Life?

2008-02-29T19:24:00.003+08:00

Haha thanks for the comments and of course the backup =)

Anyway... life hasn't been good lately.... People always tell me not to be burdened by all the unhappy stuffs in life...but is it that easy? just letting go like that? .... I dunno, maybe i've been pulled down by too many things or is it just me? sigh.... can exactly put everything down here but maybe its just time for me to change? If so how? Its just that i feel so weird now... Let time heal? Hopefully...sorry people if i've annoyed any of you in anyway or whatsoever anytime.... Ciao...

Update? =.=

2008-02-23T00:45:00.005+08:00

Haha sorry people.... Haven't been updating my stuff :D and i know i'll kena zha by the painter that drew on my bottle :P. Haha sorry people i guess that i'm just not really an extrovert in talking about my feelings... It's just that i talk a lot about other stuffs.. (Agreed by you all kua.... :P)

Anyway just wanna dedicate this line to the one "fearless/fearful" friend of mine(you decide which la :D). Hey bro... I remember sometime before this, someone was saying about what? Being a BACHOLAR and SINGLE the WHOLE life right??? Hmm.... i wonder who... Come on Kak Cath David and all la... backup if you're reading :D

Well saw a nice site today and look what I've found...(hmm sue or not to sue..)

FELLOWSHIP OF THE DING..WHAT???

They even sell all kinds of stuff that has my NAME!!!!

Underwears even? duh...

Baby clothesCUPS AND BEARS!!??

hats

Video of it even :P

Ok... well i didn't know i was so marketable ( i think i am though....although i'll try my best to be modest XP )

Haha ciaoz time :) 8 am class tomorrow duh... Night =)

Grool..

2008-02-15T23:20:00.010+08:00

Well I was actually just browsing through my uncle's photos from Chiangmai(i think), Thailand and found some really spectacular stuffs :D.

Well there's first an elephant camp there to attract tourists of course, but they even have a SCHOOL for them!!! Man... and poor kids in Africa(and everywhere else of course) don't even have the privilege.

Ok before any of the performance they did like "bathe" (maybe to get rid of their smell but i don't think there'll be any difference :D you'll know why =P)

Ok, they actually do everything in the water...err correction... MUDDY WATER... and i mean EVERYTHING... they drink, bathe, piss, shit,(excuse me for the language =) well you name it in the same pool of mud!!! GROSS...( not so clean after all yea?) :D

Anyhow though the performance was good, and it/they/whatever were actually PAINTING... my goodness!! They can actually paint better than me =.=

It holds a brush!!

Red please ! :D

Man...they know where to paint even

Elephant Paintings anyone?? RM 200 per piece!!

Bonsai tree?

Apparently, it only takes them 2 months to learn how to paint. Marvellous eh? I've been learning since Std 1(that's what? 10 years? =.= ), and still can't paint like them...ish.. I'm jealous. Moreover some of their single paintings can even fetch RM 4000!! Cool eh?

Well, they even had a FOOTBALL match!! Serious!!

Maybe just the penalty kicks but still football right? =P

Alright folks thats all for now. Night ppl =)

PS: No cars this time right? =P

Hey People!!! :D

2008-02-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm ok at last after months of pastering, i'm going to post something here :D. Hallelujah!! (better go buy number mates, a miracle is happening :P )

Yeah i know.... the word bugger is coming to one of you now :D.

Anyways i'm like out of ideas now AGAIN, so i shall show you few of my favourite cars :P

Well firstly its of course the ZONDA F

a pure beauty...

from the side
back

and front...perfect in every way

With only a price tag of about RM 8 000 000-RM 9 000 000 its kind of affordable right? :D

And of course the Aston Martin DBS,

Exotic eh?

looks familiar?

yea i know i had it last year until an idiot stole it away

Staggering...

Hi I'm Bond. James Bond :D

Ok thats all for now folks... Hmmm i think i've spent bout an hour trying to arrange and upload the pictures... all thanks to my ever fast and reliable connection. :D ( i'm also a noob i know )

Right mates. Cheers!! =)~ Thanks for the smiley creation=P (you know who you are)