Thoughts and ponders

Well got to do some thinking and just noticed that people(including myself) are not as easy going or jolly as it seems... There will surely be times, let it be any relationships where conflicts (or at least the slightest bit of anger/the irritated feeling) will definitely occur. And that's when everything gets shitty. No one can be blamed. Be it anyone's fault. The worst part is that to you it'll never seem the same again. Old memories are bound to bounce back whether a not you want it...

Even after apologising and the 2 parties stating that they have let go, there is still a part of them not doing so. Something is always bugging inside and you'll tend to be wary of the person. You'll then tend to be paranoid and it won't be as usual anymore. You just can't help it! Well is it worth it? No of course not... but trying to let go is not such an easy matter too. In front of others, you pretend you have but you have yourself to answer to in the end. Why? Well the only reason i can put it is that there's still some part in me that still care and fear of the incident. I guess that the best solution is to just let time heal all the hauntings of the past...

There's a saying, "Sometimes people do terrible things but that doesn't mean they are terrible people." I know that...but it is not that easy to apply as well.

PS: Just felt like penning this down. Don't exactly get to know the reason. Maybe its just me?

Random

Well one week has gone by and I'm in malacca. Audit book's beside me and not even giving a glance to it...(as usual)

Frisbee competition is on now in UM and i guess they won 2 games d? =) Congrats people.

Hmm just thought of some random quotes when i was emo-ing. Too bored i guess..

Here goes..

"The day i stop thinking of you is the day my soul is ripped apart and ceases to exist"

"The definition of true love is the unification of 2 souls till eternity"

"Life? A journey till death?"

"Hatred will only exist when there's love...even without hatred there won't be love"

"People are always offended with the smallest things in life"

"A small gesture will put a priceless smile on those needing it"

OK... All of these are RANDOM... and there's nothing or no one related to it..
Cheers!

...

I AM LIKE SO DEAD NOW...!!!! have lots of past years left but dont have the mood to continue!!! ah ya... another err 14 hours more?? I NEED TO SCREAM!!!!

HELP!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

just need a place to let go.!!!! i'm desperate!!!! wanna burn all my books!!!!! HELP!!!! kodok..

Friends =)

Saw this few poems a long time ago and felt that it was really nice. Just wanna make a shout out to all.

The first one :

It seems like we've known

each other forever...

I can't imagine life without you

You've always been there

to support me

whether i needed you

to cheer me up

or hold me up.

We've spent endless hours

engaged in conversation

about "nothing" and "everything"

I wouldn't trade those times

for anything in the world

Together we've hurt, we've smiled -

we've grown.

We've figured out,

the secrets to life

or tried to at least.

Your friendship

means so much to me...

...and I hope I can always

be there for you

the way you've always

been for me. =)

Tracy Donovan

The second one :

How can I describe

the kind of friend you are?

It's really hard to know where to start

because you are the friend to me

in so many different ways.

You're the friend

who can tell when I'm not fine,

if i say i am, the one who draws me out,

not to pry,

but because you really care,

about what i'm feeling.

You're the friend

who won't hesitate

to do something goofy

just for the sheer pleasure

of cracking me up.

You're the friend

who remembers things I've said,

the one who knows what i worry about,

and the one i trust

with my most precious secret

You're worth more

than a thousand

"mere acquaintances"

because this advanture

called "life"

wouldn't be half as fun

if I couldn't share it

with you...

Linda Lee Elrod

Cheers and good night. Take care. Thanks for all the colours in my life. =)

Just To Chip In.. =)

Saw a nice video back home

Yeah people i'm so sorry... haha updates will be soon. =) need to change my layout and add links also. Bleuk
In mcca now ciaoz =) Take care people

Some much needed rest!

Hey, i've been really absent lately i guess :D After 3 whole weeks of boredom and running around i can finally get some rest. Last week was in fact the worst with all the progress tests(PT) going on... sigh.. anyways had some really great news and it was all worth it.

Well despite my so-called tight schedule, my parents came up just before PT and i wasted like 3 days? :P only started studying on Sunday. the journey would actually only take bout 30-45 mins from here to sungai buloh, but because of my "expertise" in navigation, i took about 1 hour plus just because i missed 2 turnings. kodok !! (never wanna travel through penchala link again) i think that's the name though.. XD

Just wanna post some pics of my cousin and her bunny *lill blur though* (sounds familiar? :P guess who.... )

She's like only 5 and speaks better english than me when i was 10 :D

Cute eh ?

Her bunny !!

Well didnt really take a lot of pics and was browing so there will be some useless waste of virtual memory here. Bleuk (some tell me its bluek... same?)

Frisbees anyone? (sunway field every tuesday :P)

XD

And i found some 3 interesting badges :D

Haha thats the end for now.. Till next time folks :D Cheers